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I remember one thing that changed my perspective (oddly enough) was passage below in Jan Thor’s Autobiography, which I doubt is autobiographical.  The story is kind of an extreme BDSM fantasy, but I related to the submissive and masochistic elements in it.  In that context, cosmetic surgery “made sense” to me for the first time.  But I was aware that most people would have far more concerns about the BDSM than about the surgery.  I felt like it was a wake-up call to be more tolerant of people’s choices about their bodies.

One of my lover’s aunts had died and bequeathed him (and his brothers) a part of her estate…it was enough to fulfill a long cherished desire without his ultimately having to add too much of his own money. He told me he’d have my breasts enlarged, showing me photos of what he imagined. I was amazed by these pictures: I had always thought of Pamela Anderson Lee as having large breasts, but these pictures certainly proved me wrong!

At first I was shocked: in no way was he going to force me to do anything against my will. And I think that had I resisted completely, he would not have persisted. He explained that he wanted me to get such large breasts in order to subjugate me. Whenever my shoulders hurt from the weight of the breasts or whenever people stared at me on the street, I would be reminded that I was his property and that he could do with me what he desired.

When he described it to me in those terms, I was no longer totally averse to obeying him….But I shuddered at the thought of what my friends would have to say when they saw me with my new breasts. And then my parents! Neither my friends nor my parents knew of the nature of the relationship between my life’s partner and me, and I thought I’d never be able to leave the house again.

I was in a terrible dilemma, for I didn’t want to be disobedient either. My lover pointed out that the appeal of the whole thing lay in the fact that I couldn’t hide these breasts from anyone. He even intimated that he would leave me, although he never said it in so many words. In the end I agreed to it.